you were drawing coincidences,i was drawing parallels

these are the lyrics in a goo goo dolls song i dug.im looking at this form of ocd like its a mathematical problem we have cause probability,fate and chance play such a role in the magical thinking.
for example,when i thought i turned into someone like the guy in my last post,it was all based around coincidence.even parallels, when i didnt want to be even with him as i was throwing my cup out.so coincidences and parallels play a part in thinking ocd.it also shows itself when people have to tap one side of and object as evenly as the other.symmetry.thats mathematical isnt it?
anyway, i missed school two days due to sleep deprivation caused by stress.then i thought i turned into another guy last night due to more of the same coincidental thinking.i made it to school today,so my ocd said see you were that guy for two days cause you missed school the same two days you thought you were him.it made me want to miss school today,just so i could prove the theory wrong.its not even backed up by any thought out reasoning,because i think the kid had a good attendance record.he was in another class of mine and had good attendance.
so ive been stuck on this mental problem the last 3 days.its like a math problem in my head,only with chance.j